I have never given up
anything for lent. As someone that has never had a strong religious
affiliation, giving up something for lent has never been a part of my life.
Since I was a child, religion was little more than a passing obligation in my
family that would come and pass with changes in my parents’ perspectives. We
were never strongly bound to any specific form of Christian faith, which meant
lent was little more than an excuse to get out and enjoy some of Wisconsin’s
traditional fish frys during the weeks when winter began its inevitable
transition to spring. Basically, I didn’t grow up in an environment where
anyone gave up anything for lent, and in my adult years my general aversion
toward organized religion meant I wasn’t about to start.
It wasn’t until my “I have never...” year that I
began kicking around the idea of giving up something for lent. After
experiencing all the major faiths of the world in some capacity earlier in the
year, I started thinking the act of giving up something for lent might help me
better understand an aspect of my most familiar form of faith, Christianity, as
I moved toward the end of my “I have never...” year. Additionally, the test of
resolve required to give up something cherished for 40 days presented a good
challenge I thought would be worth taking on as a highlight in my year of new
experiences. In turn, I decided I would give up something for lent for the
first time in my life as a part of my “I have never...” year. My intentions
weren’t necessarily rooted in faith, but I was going to give the practice a try
to see if I could make it.
That decision led me to today, and it had me facing
the very real prospect of giving up something that was a routine part of my
life for the sake of sacrifice. After putting some thought into how I could
follow through with my plans, I decided I needed to give up something that
would have a real impact on my life if I was to learn and grow from the
experience, which led me to list off the things I routinely rely on in my
everyday life. After sorting through some things that were more necessity than
anything else, I began to hone in on a few items that weren’t essential to my
life but had become items I had relied on as a result of habit. That process
led me to one very big crutch in life that I had come to define as critical to
getting me through each day, caffeine.
Goodbye, Caffeine... Why am I doing this?! |
Although that last thing I wanted to do was cut the
caffeine-containing foods and drinks I loved out of my life, I knew giving up
caffeine would pose a significant challenge for me and would likely help me
better understand the idea of sacrifice behind lent. So, that’s exactly what I
did starting today. For the next 40 days I am going to give up caffeine
completely as my first experience giving up something for lent. While I’m sure
the decision will result in a few headaches early in the process and will
likely have me missing some of my favorite things, I know there is a lot to be
gained from giving this lent thing a try.
As a result, for the next 40 days I will forego
soda, chocolate, ice cream, coffee, and other sources of caffeine out of my
life. Without question, it will be tough, and I will undoubtedly be more than a
little tired from one day to the next, but this is a challenge I want to
undertake. It’s one that I know will help me better understand how far I have
come over the course of the past ten months, and it will help me better
understand what I am capable of doing for the sake of an idea. I’m giving up
something for lent, and when I say that, I have no intention of giving up on
that commitment.
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